day 323

I am just worried about getting someone upset.
The love from the night was so

.
.
.lovely.

I am missing almost every adventure
we failed to complete.

1
Pretending to climb trees made of
acid
and neon
and lost hopes
and maybe this is what fate is

I mean we are here,
right?
Portable toilets and empty sand lots
with trees

Imagine what a tree would say
if you asked about it's life


2 Pretending to climb trees made of
hidden lakes and
drunken song verses
and
cheap balloon thrills
We smoke cigarettes like we are addicted
Like the nicotine is the only way
we can feel complete without each other

3

Pretending to not think of you
every time we smoke pot on quiet street corners
The party is over there guys
the party is under trees
pretending to be drunk


They'll make love to trees hugging onto
liquor and whiskey and sober wishes
4 Pretending to climb trees
but finding open bodies of water
almost wanting to open bodies and
glue them together
What shouldn't be should be
and what should be
should stay this way
It feels so good pretending to climb trees
Feels so good

because we are sober.