Fooled myself into thinking I would get better
I am still behind
in life
in school
in work
So behind.
There is not much I can give to have this taken away.
My words
are failing me.
The only
bit of pride I carry
is slowly
disintegrating.
I feel so helpless
still
no one can help me more.
New medication makes me sleepy.
Try to conquer fears in my slumber
I am only a half-assed warrior.
Who am I fooling.
I'm as weak as the seven days I spent sleeping
spent closing my eyes on
I feel so
...
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