Saturday, March 3, 2012

day 224

Fooled myself into thinking I would get better
  I am still behind
   in life
   in school
   in work
 

So behind.

There is not much I can give to have this taken away.
My words
are failing me.
The only
bit of pride I carry
is slowly
disintegrating.
I feel so helpless
still
no one can help me more.
New medication makes me sleepy.
Try to conquer fears in my slumber

I am only a half-assed warrior.
Who am I fooling.


I'm as weak as the seven days I spent sleeping
  spent closing my eyes on
  I feel so
  ...
 ...
...
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