day 241

Slowly remembering my second life

1. My best friends asked me today
   Why don't you talk about your art life
   What you do is fucking awesome
2. I slammed for the first time in ages. I'm not sure if I love the slam scene as I used to, or as I didn't, but it was something worthy. My words have some sort of effect on people. On strangers.
3. I can score as low as a 29.2 and as high as 29.4. This makes me nervous, and eager to warm up more quickly.
4. I wonder if I can get perfect scores. I wonder if the girl in the back row, looked at me with eyes of admiration, because she thought my words were powerful. Or because I am beautiful.
5. Feeling beautiful like I should.