day 178

All I needed was a clear view to set my priorities straight.




1. I know that I don't want to be
trapped          in a smoke-filled
atmosphere. I need to be able to
            breathe.


2. I love to plan, I love to set      goals
for MYSELF. But the wise thing to do
is to learn to love blindly. Adventure
alone, with no map. Puzzles
get you lost. It's not a bad thing, love,
it's not a bad thing. Feel cold.
Lose the batshit comfort in your soul.


3. Feeling uncomfortable will
teach me to appreciate warmth.


4. Guilty




of falling Autumn headed for
nice boys with happy smiles. I love
you with a heart Summer warm,
but
I've realized that I am
able to give Winter kisses to
other strangers. Chapped lips
and numb noses     This is how
I know I am lovable.


5. Don't chase after what makes you fall.
Why dig a deeper hole for yourself?
You are worth a million foot landscape mountain.
Hike on me, love every crevice my
body has to offer, but respect the days
things get too dangerous to
explore.


6. Curious




to live how I want to live. Content
with learning to think.


7. I haven't felt home in ages. Tonight,
I am still eighteen. Tonight      I have
finally found the home I've lost.
Welcome back, Autumn.