- It may be wrong
but some days I pray for my cell phone
to lose service
to lose life
to lose the fight to stay alive.
I just don't want to talk to anyone today.
- I try not to sound dramatic
whenever I ask for a day to be alone
but I end up making a huge scene.
I need time
It's extremely exhausting
talking to people
- I just don't prefer being surrounded by people
I hate big crowds
I hate long conversations
I hate people that only prefer to go to
the mall, big dance parties,
or small cafes
just to be alone
just to talk.
- You honestly don't need to talk so much.
- I honestly don't appreciate human beings that
What's wrong with you?
Why are you so quiet?
- Why are you ignoring me?
- I'M NOT IGNORING YOU
- I just don't have the energy to speak
too much time feeling uncomfortable
and not enough time to feel happy
- I am, too, uncomfortable when I am quiet.
- I don't think anything is wrong with me.
I have just learned to appreciate small talk,
close friends, and good vibes.
I don't think it's wrong to ask to be alone
and I don't think it's wrong to prefer not to respond.
Sometimes people say the darnest things.
I'm not afraid of people.
I just get burnt out.
I'm so full of energy that it tires me.
Drives me insane sometimes.
I don't plan on changing this. This plays a huge part in my life.
In who I am.
If I wasn't an introvert, I wouldn't be the same.
I wouldn't love what I love,
and love who I love.
I wouldn't be as lovable.
Friday, July 20, 2012
Confessions of an introvert: